Sunday, March 20, 2011

Sexual Frustration

      Soooo.....I've been down, and it seems as though things are pretty much the same day in and day out.  To quote NIN "Everyday is exactly the same".  I don't want to sound like a negative nancy but at 3:00AM and going on several months of absolutely no sexual contact with anyone I'm starting to just give up on everything.  Work is the same, day in and day out.  I work in the medical field and deal with a lot of people coming and going, some walk out, some aren't so lucky.  After awhile what was once driven by passion and caring seems to give way to number crunching and legal issues.  I haven't had much physical contact for.....well, I lost track.  I'm worried about the world in general and what the future will bring, even down to the value of the U.S. dollar and the possibility of hyperinflation.  Ugh.  While I've been working to improve my spiritual side and better myself overall at the end of the day I just wonder what the point is.  I think I might just need laid.  Highly likely.  Anyone feel like this lately?  Regardless of what happens, I'm very appreciative of anyone stopping by and I love all of my blogger fans, love to read your blogs, and you make my day.  Thanks guys :D